New life
Exams round the corner... still got tons to study.. projects not over... well anyway i am not here to blog or lament about exams and studies.. there is more to this than life. I am so glad i made it to modern jazz.. i believe i should be a better dancer in time to come..
Feel different these days.. having led a life so shitty in the past, i cant help but feel content of my standard of living now. Yet i know of the things that i am short of and i am going to earn it myself.
My beloved fren attempted suicide last week. I do not know the reason why, maybe i am not old enough for him to believe that telling me will help his situation. I will do my best to be by his side...
Phillip has left the church, i wish him the all the best in life.
Yes i am still into transformers and it is now a hobby i should haf started earlier if i had more money.
Life is short, you come to this world with nothing and you will leave this world with nothing. Be happy with what you have and the people who you treasure for one moment they could be gone..
Say no to Computer Engine. Damn bloody Hell Hole
Time of the year again...
Its the time where i start to get busy.. Dance, Hall, Projects projects and more projects.. damn it.. Thank God i made it into NTU Modern Jazz.. sch life isnt that boring now..
Labs and projs are just wasting so much of my time.. dunno wat use will my degree be in future.. jus take things as it come..
I am starting to find time really short these days.. everyday is a packed day.. wish i can just spend a day slacking at home.. doing the things i want.. have some more money to spend on the things i like. (Transformers, Clothes, Food)
Below is my Transformers Binaltech series collection. Iwont say how much i spent but its definitley beyond anyone's imagination. But i am pretty sure i wont be spending anymore on old collectibles(they cost alot now bcos they were cheap 3-4years ago)
I really want to be smarter and be of help to my project mates.. but really i cant understand much abt engineering subjects.. i wonder why i am here.. is it really fate and God's plan?? Damn demoralising at times to feel useless and a "free rider"..
So long since i last blogged..
Ok got tons to write about.. lets just say i am happy that my entrepreneurship minor is finally put on hold till next sem and i finally get my deserved break for 3 weeks. YES!
I am a little 'addicted' to transformers now.. everone wants a piece of it.. yes and this year from zero transformers.. i suddenly own 4 now! Lets not talk abt how much i spent on it.. but yes lets say i am jus happy that my childhood wish is fulfilled
Optimus Prime - From the movie
Hot Rod - Bday Gift from CG
Prowl Honda Integra Version
Ravage Corvette Version
Ah yes.. my bday was just over.. Nice comfy dinner at fish n co. Wanna thank my frens for e presents that i was blessed with.
Natasha - Bible Promise Book; Kelvin - Levi's Tee; Aunt - T-Shirt & Belt; Felicia - Korean Chopsticks & Photo Frame. Mum & Dad & Sis - Ang Bao; NTU Comp Eng bros - Wallet; CG - Transformers Hot Rod
Feel really blessed... A little lazy to blog.. but yeah next few weeks b4 sch starts i will be bz.. time is precious.. gotta spend it well.. n yes gotta spend my money wisely.. no more transformers till i make some cash.. Till then i guess i can 'transform' myself heh
Its over..
Sigh.. guess its all over.. I am surprised actually by how quick it started and ended.. I do not have an answer; neither do i know it.. guess somethings are better left unsaid.. I am surprised at how emotions n feelings came despite our various differences..
I wonder what would have happened if i didnt have to leave... Now i will never know..
I knew i was ready to go all out.. But i knew too late..
Gone for church camp. Back on 18th
Hey people, i am gone for church camp... be back on the 18th. Take care everyone...
(Drink more water. Take proper meals. Be praying for you.)
Saturdays with
Watched Spiderman again.. i cant seem to get sick of that show.. so meaningful and touching..
Had an lunch at this jap restaurant that is not up to standard... her stomach was suffering from gastric problems.. worried she would throw up... but i was feelin abit jaded from the lack of sleep..
Back home now.. gotta do research on the google case study.. n sleep early! NIght..
"It is the choices that makes us who we are and we can always choose to do whats right"
-Peter Parker
Labels: Her, Sleep, Spiderman
Thanks to..
Passed all again... D+ for maths e scary part... Thanks to all who prayed for me, who cheered for me, who believed in me. God who watched me when i was fighting to pass, thank you for not letting me die... Special thanks to my church mates who prayed .. Natasha, Yong Qing, Sharon, Jiamin, Pat, Cheri, Li Kai, John, Char etc etc
I am the "Genius of Hard Work".. friends, family, lets hope the legacy goes on...
EN103: Managing New and Ongoing Ventures
Crazy 2 presentations in 2 weeks.. now i know what its like to truly have sleepless nights.. i am still not used physically to not have at least 6hrs of sleep. Been working on our presentation since wednesday morning till this morning about 730am.. where my nose started to breakdown.. then me.. shockingly slept till 1230. Rushed down to change and prepare.. the team is AWESOME man. Cheers! I really believe now that true colours are shown in difficult times. My team was tired, demoralised, beaten down, sick, stressed. But we never gave up! We never blamed each other! ITs been one hell of a ride guys.. KEvin, Delvin, Denise, Leon, Zac, Steward.. I will never forget the times we spent in sauna ADM. i salute your cooperation, ur desire for excellence and the team comaradie that we have shown. We kicked ass today at the presentation. Really kicked some serious ass.