K is back!
Hi peeps. Writing again after finishing Java Project 1/10. The journey is still long but the heart is raring to go. School is so much more fun compared to army. Kinda used to sleeping at 2am now, but its bad when i have 830 lectures, fighting to keep awake.
So what have i been up to for the past mth in sch? Still haven got my Hall Camp Pics. But its quite an eye opener for me attending their Dinner and Dance. Dressed as Slamdunk Characthers, we looked kinda out of place when everyone else rented costumes.
Nothin much to say for now... A little brain dead, gonna take a nap.
I AM GOING TO SHINHWA CONCERT 10 SEPT
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1.17am. Blogging because i cant do any of my tutorials... I feel damn useless... damn stupid... how did i ever make it to university... Flipping through the textbooks/notes... cant find the solution... After Yi Hao tried to explain the question to me.. things seemed clearer... Am i going to fail??
I remembered telling myself that for my last 4 yrs of my studying life, i have to live it to the fullest. I shall be active in my social circle and have lotsa fun yet do well in my studies... At this rate, i can only see myself going downhill...
Looking back over the past few years... I have been titled "The Overcomer' Fighter" by my friends.. They know me, that no matter how many i need to try, i will eventually overcome adversity and emerge victorious... but i have to admit that i never felt so low of confidence before...
I am out of the dance team... is it God's way of telling me i cant cope wif my studies?? Oh God.. now what am i to do?? All that passion for dance... i wanted to develop it further.. i feel like giving it up...
Bro Loyalle, if only u were enrolling to Com Eng the same yr as me... then i wont feel so lost. Yong Qing, thanks for everything. U were always ever willing to lend a helping hand...
I just felt ministered this morning during Church when Danny talked abt loving God as much as i love the world.. now.. i feel dead... God, u see me writing this post.. u can see me struggling in school... would u grant me wisdom? I dun ask for much, just a little... I am tired of working hard.. because this time hard work may not pay off...
Better Not Fall inside again...
I am blogging at 147am in the night as i am doing my tutorials n i am sick of them already... Korean class was really fun today and i am glad i am studying korean. Haven updated much.. basically since coming to Uni, i have been packed 24/7 with commitments and activities. I promise to spend time with my parents least once a week, i have to attend CG on fri nites and church on Sun morning; Everyday my lessons start avg 9 and ends at 530 and the worse of all is tues ending at 730. Wed nights 7-9 are my korean classes and finally if i do make it to the Modern Jazz club, my thurs nights are occupied. Really i am being someone who hasnt got much personal time to myself... and now my heart is wavering...
I am to control myself this time.. at least till i know i am prepared... haix
sorry its matters of the heart that i do not wish to discuss...
