Friday, September 30, 2005

Bye James...

My Brother James is leaving for Japan for a yr tonite... exactly on my one yr in army. Pity i disrupting in June...else when he comes back next yr, i can have double celebration of ORD n his return.

Take care James... may the holy spirit be strong in u...

Monday, September 26, 2005

Day Off...

Yeah... today got a surprising day off! So shall book my driving lesson! But boss seems reluctant for me to go off... guess he needs my help.. so shall go back to office later tonight to see if i can clean up any undone stuff.

Finally realised that when something dun work. It jus wont work no matter how many times u try. The odds are stacked against me as always and I can never turn the tables... HAix ... This jus further brings down my already low self esteem...

Hey but heck? I finally managed to upload the pics! So these are for all who missed the action on sunday at Kelly's bday, in particular. (We were also celebrating Gidong's release from "prison", which only then u will understand wat is happening)

New eagerly accepts Gidong to society by presenting him with a "yellow ribbon".. erm balloon

Hey but wait! He decides to "blow up" the ribbon into one of more significant size!

Tk "punks" him out by sticking yellow ribbon on unsuspecting Gidong

Finally Bday gal Kelly takes a pic with her Poly Pals

DICT 28 special operation forces

Why class 28 left only us?!

things u nv got to see in poly - brazen New proposing to Kelly!

but in the end... New gets together wif tikee1 !

Well tts abt all folks... it took me quite some effort to upload the pics due to stubborn blogger features... so hope u all enjoyed it!

Renewing God's Love

This was the message of yesterday's church sermon: Righteousness beyond Reciprocal Treatment.

43"You have heard that it was said, 'Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.' 44But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, 45that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.
Matthew 5

So difficult to do... to even not hate your enemy is difficult.. to have to love and pray for them sounds totally absurd... But tts wat Jesus did for his pple... to Love those who stoned him to death...

Was struggling wif walk wif God recently... felt guilty and unworthy to speak to God.. but during service today i suddenly felt like as if God told me. "I know u feel awful that have sinned n done wrong... but I will help u overcome your weakness bcos u r my child." Kinda felt better after being prayed for... to be able to remove my burden of bitterness n anger. I hope one day i can really have the grace of God, and pple can truly see tt i am different as a christian.. tt i am truly a son of God.

Went to sweet Kelly's 21st bday function. Happy Bday Babe! It was great meeting my old poly pals... gidong, TK, NEW, Eugene Yang etc. A pity the rest didnt come... i wan to upload some pics of the party... unfortunately blogger isnt responding... well i shall try again some other time.. spent almost an hr trying... sheeeesh!!

Saturday, September 24, 2005


Anger - The feeling whereby ur entire stomach if burning... u take harder breaths... And u think u will snap anytime.

I cant believe i can actually get pissed off outside work... I mean what else can be worse than to be running a one man office?? Well, i jus found out that road bullies have the potential to turn me into a frenzy in a much shorter time compared to work... 1st he repeatedly flashed his headlights at my car. When dad wanted to change lanes, he cut him deliberately wif malicious intent. And deliberately slowed down... we almost CRASHED!

Alrite. Fortunately we didnt. I can imagine the consequences that will befall on him should he get physical with me 1st. I really shouldnt be talkin abt all the saddistic thoughts that i have in mind... so lets jus take it that he will simply be taking the passenger seat for some while before he regains his health to drive. HEY i am not crapping around bcoz he is a baldie according to my sis. While yours truly is a trained hybrid of Taekwondo and Karate. To back it up my nickname in BMT was "PTI".
Enuff Said.

Really should have a gd talk wif God. Think he is quite upset wif my recent behaviour... Sigh...

James is flying off to Japan next week. James if u are reading this leave a day free for me next week. Be ready to hear from me soon yar?

Till next time...

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Both homes also must do "Sai Gang

Hey pple i am home... all the way from Yew Tee... Have to help my father wif some household chores la... He is quite stressed himself having done this all week... so guess my filial instincts made me come home to help him out... Jus wish all the packing can be finished soon so that i can take a break.
I do not enjoy mopping the floor the moment i am home... neither do i like getting myself bz wif the broom or anything like that... I do not like being welcomed home in this manner...

Cheer up Keith.

Hey at least i will be meeting Gideon later on for a chat. Haven seen him for some time... he is back from Commandos training.. gotta check out how tough he is now.. heh..

Missed my QT yesterday night... gonna miss CG tmr due to COS duty... gotta spend some time wif God... but feel a little dry spiritually... Oh God please fill my spirit wif a miracle...

Kimura is out wif his latest drama "Engine". Not one of his normal heart touching dramatic shows but its heartwarming nevertheless... Still a good show for anyone who loves Kimura.

1st scene from "Engine"

And then there is "My Date With Vampire 3" ... Decided to save one entry specially for this one... Gotta catch both shows tmr on duty... least wont get so bored...

Good News - I finished mopping the floor. Bad News - Its about time to leave home... Cya man.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Welcome to my life...

Hi all, just felt that i needed somewhere to post my happenings and thoughts so that my dear friends can know what is going through my complex mind... heh have a pleasant stay here!